Fridayy & Meek Mill - Proud of Me

I know you proud of me, look at all this shit I prevailed The youngest of your seeds, makin' sure the family eat well I give 'em what they need, I vow we always be well I told brodie change his ways, I'm prayin' he don't see jail To live another day, I'm prayin' I won't see Hell Ain't no tellin' what I'd do for my family, just know I mean well No, you ain't next to me, no, you ain't next to me But I'm hopin' you can see, I'm prayin' you can see A million dollar curses turn to million dollar dreams A million dollars on me, but girl, it ain't what it seems I'm havin' nightmares, I'm havin' nightmares of my brother clutchin' on me Can't see the snakes up in the grass, so will you show me? "You can't trust these niggas, ain't your friends," what you told mе Young man, just stay up off the streets, it can get lonely "You can do whatеver you wanna dream of," what you told me I ain't understand your words back then, but that's the old me, but look at me now I'm walkin' on the stage, they waitin' for me like twenty-thre thou' Too many voices in my head, just know I'm hearin' you loud I'm walkin' 'round, smile on my face, just know I'm hurtin' inside Oh yeah, I'm hurtin' inside So I buy diamonds on diamonds on diamonds galore Chain after chain after chain, what's the worth? But it seemed to be the only thing that make me happy I lost my soul and I lost my daddy I know, I know I know you proud of me, look at all this shit I prevailed The youngest of your seeds, makin' sure the family eat well I give 'em what they need, I vow we always be well I told brodie change his ways, I'm prayin' he don't see jail To live another day, I'm prayin' I won't see Hell Ain't no tellin' what I'd do for my family, just know I mean well No, you ain't next to me (Me), no, you ain't next to me (Me) But I'm hopin' you can see, I'm prayin' you can see Hunnid dollar nightmares turn to million dollar dreams Ridin' past the block where my dad got left on the scene (Brrr) Look at your lil' boy now, we done turned to kings Shit turned me a grown man 'fore I was seventeen Had to go and play my own hand, I did this for Nasheema and the whole fam I got everything, but I just really wanna hold hands with my old man On wedding day while we slow dance But ain't no love, shot him in his heart, ain't have no chance So I can't sleep, 'somniac, bullet holes out the Pontiac (Brrr) Swear to God, I'd trade in all these riches to get Robbie back (Yeah) Swear to God, I'd trade in all these foreigns to get Terry back I'm hangin' out with my daddy, lost his life, and I'm aware of that You had taught me how to fight (Oh) and when you got shot (Boom) I thought about that shit every night, ain't got a Glock I was hot, but I ain't stop, I just bought your mama spot (Oh) And winnin' now, she was livin' PHA, now can't nobody kick us out Scared to show up at your grave 'cause I might try dig you out Like you know I did this shit for you Never heard you say it back, still be like, "I miss you too" And when I catch the nigga that did this to you, he gettin' sent to you Skippin' school daddy did, fuck the principal She think I'm missin' screws, when really, I'm just missin' you My homie dad gon' pick us up, I want you to get me too I was kinda mad I ain't have one that used to hit me too Nipsey blue Cullinan, I'm in the Ghost, I think of you Think of bro, I think of Snupe, I think 'bout B, it made me, ooh (Shit) Money rule the world, but you can't pay God with it I'd spend it all just to get back my niggas I know you proud of me, look at all this shit I prevailed The youngest of your seeds, makin' sure the family eat well I give 'em what they need, I vow we always be well I told brodie change his ways, I'm prayin' he don't see jail To live another day, I'm prayin' I won't see Hell Ain't no tellin' what I'd do for my family, just know I mean well No, you ain't next to me, no, you ain't next to me But I'm hopin' you can see, I'm prayin' you can see