I Wish I Knew

[Intro: Snoop Dogg] Nephew, it's your uncle Snoop Dogg I need you to show these motherfuckers how it's done, loco Show these bitch niggas what this ADHD 2 shit is all about You understand me? Show these motherfuckers, Joyner What you playin' for? Let's go [Verse 1: Joyner Lucas] Ain't no medicine could save me, nigga I'm too far gone, my brain too fucked I'm comin' like, woah No turnin' back, gotta get to where I'm goin' My ADHD keep jumpin' like, woah Shit that I lived, they'll never understand You could never be me, we ain't nothin' alike, woah Came a long way from the bottomless pit Now look at me, bitch, I'm stuntin' like, woah Got a lil' bitch, nigga, sidewalk I'd probably go to jail 'fore I ever be a coward I'd probably be dead 'fore I ever get flowers I might take that 'fore I ever be honored And try to be somethin' that the industry proud of But niggas wasn't givin' me nada Another blick on me if you ever need drama No vest on me like I never seen karma Woah The way I was raised, I knew I'd forever be a problem Never got the love that I needed at home I was misunderstood, shit turned me to a monster (Yeah) Dad always lettin' me down But my step-pops raised me and showed me I never need to bother (Ayy) Now a nigga rich, so it'll be a cold day in Hell 'fore this bitch nigga ever get a dollar (Wow) And I ain't got love for nobody give a fuck about me I'm a self-made nigga, you ain't nothin' without me Ain't too many motherfuckers I trust around me I done been through the storm, ain't nothin' I ain't seen Lot of niggas thought I'd give up, but not me Told a nigga, "You swing, one duck and I weave" When my homies drink with a cup of Ali And my bitch gotta ride 'til the wheels fall off I fuck a bad bitch 'til her heels fall off You a dog, I'll get your whole tail sawed off And your head chopped off, I'm a real lost cause I'm real fucked up, I'm still caught off Ain't no pellet gun, this a real sawed-off Fuckin' wait for a nigga tryna pop somethin' off Hit a nigga in the back, that's a real raw dog Like, pause Nigga still showin' off Too much time on your hands 'til your hands blowin' off I got money in the bank, got deals goin' off I could sell my catalog, but I'm still holdin' off Got crackers pullin' on me and they still holdin' on Lot of niggas did me dirty and they still wanna bond Give my hand to a nigga and he still want an arm Wanna write diss tracks, but he still want a song What the fuck? [Verse 2: Joyner Lucas] Look, I ain't ever sleepin', relievin' the pressure (Joyner) Came from the bottom where we can see a homicide like every week, keep the heat up under the dresser Thinkin' one day I'ma see better, hate the poverty, the fact I'll one who'll never settle When I grow up, then I'm hopin' I'm never seen in a stretcher Mama workin' nine-to-five, she was tryna keep it together If I ever make it, I want a chance to make a difference And forget it and take all the problems that we were livin' in And then throw it all the way, so we never live in this shit again Then maybe then niggas would never tell me I need the Ritalin Or medicine or anything that will make me upset again Or put me in school with the troublemakers and trippin' Always thought shit again, tryna bully me 'cause I'm different And my ADHD got 'em thinkin' that I was livin' in my head again [Outro: Snoop Dogg] Shit Ooh-wee, you dig? You don't have to pretend, baby I know it gets hard looking around, you start to think Maybe this isn't what I wanted But you have to keep going Keep moving on and don't you ever look back Don't you ever look back