Kick Myself

Been talking to a doctor, been talking to the Lord Cut off a couple people that don't hear from me no more They say it's for the better, but is it really for the best? They said I'd get more sleep, but I ain't getting any rest Ooh, nothing's changed, in a way, it's getting way worse, way worse Ooh, don't think I'm doing myself any favors, favors, since I Kicked the bottle, kicked the bag Scratched the Broadway off the map Maybe that'd work if I was someone else Kicked the strangers out my bed Kicked the voices out my head Did my best, but I just can't kick myself Me, myself, and I These rambling ways won't ever die Lord knows that my mama tried But I just can't kick myself Everybody on the outside, it's easy looking in Probably think I'm doing great like, "Take a look at him He's gone and straightened up now, he's finally walking lines" I ain't lying, I was probably doing fine before I Kicked the bottle, kicked the bag Scratched the Broadway off the map Maybe that'd work if I was someone else Kicked the strangers out my bed Kicked the voices out my head Did my best, but I just can't kick myself Me, myself, and I These rambling ways won't ever die Lord knows that my mama tried Said, "Son, go get some help" Huh, what I do? Exactly what they told me to Kicked the shit that I used to use But I just can't kick myself Kicked the bottle, kicked the bag Scratched the Broadway off the map Maybe that'd work if I was someone else Kicked the strangers out my bed Kicked the voices out my head Did my best, but I just can't kick myself Me, myself, and I These rambling ways won't ever die Lord knows that my mama tried Said, "Son, go get some help" Huh, what I do? Exactly what they told me to Kicked the shit that I used to use But I just can't kick myself