Let You W/In

I’ve become invisible,
Stuck here in my palace,
I’m so fucking miserable,
In my rabbit hole, yeah I’m Alice.
And I’m expected to be nice,
Picking up the pieces,
What is it you sacrifice?
I’m protecting you from your secrets.
Don’t tell the children,
The truth would be brutal,
Your reputation’s unstained.
God knows how long you’ve been,
Getting away with it,
Already let you win,
All I can do is sing,
So why should I let you win?
I will not absorb your shame,
It was you who put me through this,
I could tell myself you’ll change,
Do it all again,
Be deluded.
Never get your sympathy,
I don’t think you’re able,
But I can walk out with my dignity,
If I lay my truth on the table.
Lie to the children, the ending was mutual,
I’ll shoulder all of the pain.
I’m sick of carrying,
Suffering for your sins,
I’ve already let you in,
So why should I let you win,
You’ve taken everything.