Relapse

The ground is gone beneath me, You pulled the safety net, I moved across an ocean, From my family from my friends, The foundation is shattered, You’ve made such a fucking mess, I tried to be your modern wife, But the child in me protests. I need a drink, I need a Valium, You pushed me this far, and I just need to be numb. If I relapse, I know I stand to lose it all, Can you bring me back, When I’m climbing up the walls? If I relapse, I know I stand to lose it all, Can you bring me back? When I’m climbing up, climbing up the walls. I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, The girls are looking at me, To teach them all about love, But I can’t seem to hold my shit together long enough. I need a drink, I need a Valium, You pushed me this far, And I just need to be numb, If I relapse, I know I stand to lose it all, Can you bring me back? When I’m climbing up the walls. If I relapse, I know I stand to lose it all, Can you bring me back? When I’m climbing up, climbing up the walls. I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, More than one, If I relapse, I stand to lose it all... When I’m climbing up the walls, If I relapse, If I relapse, If I relapse. I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I-I need a drink, I need a drink, I need a Valium, You pushed me this far.